sincere is the thoughts that counts.

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我
比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上
恋人未满
甜蜜心烦
愉悦混乱
我们以后
会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点
就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点
我就跟你走
你还等什么
时间已经不多
再下去
只好只做朋友
再向前一点点
我就会点头
再冲动一点点
我就不闪躲
不过三个字
别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面
明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信
都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

Today woke up at 8.45am.
Met Nora then we went to the Tampines there de GYM (:
Went in at 10.14am, we ran for 18mins, then 5-10mins for cycling, then etc.
Go bath, met Jolene, go LAN-ing for 2hours.
Haha, Jolene just helped me to level my lvl 1 audition character.
Went to the open plaza too!
This picture is taken by Jolene;( I know she sure will ask me put derhs!)

And , i am lazy to continue the post already, just know that i enjoyed myself today xD

This few days post is getting shorter and shorter, and no pictures.
So sorry, cause my USB cable got problem then can't transfer the pics into com.
And tomorrow is Oral, i'm kind of not prepared(?)
Haha, all the best to all of you having oral tomorrow.

Today went to St. Hilda for the event " E6 Cluster Games" (:
Nora , Adriana , Amirah and me actually participate in 2 games, Captian's Ball & Basketball.
In the end we play dodge ball because St. Hildas don't have basketball court.

We won 2nd for that and for Captain's Ball we only play for one match.
The ngee ann were really trained and good , but as we said even we lose it is still for fun laughter, peace and joy, it didn't really turn out to be that good as we thought we could make it.
But, never mind at least we won 2nd for the Dodge ball :D
I can't upload my pictures , might upload it somedays (!)

Kay , i'm tired, prepare to go and sleep 2nd round.

WOAH ! Today Parents Teacher Conference is like shit uhs !
I hate teachers who complain about other people's appearance.
I thought there is a saying like :" Do not judge a book by its cover."
So , why are there rules to complain about piercings and hair and stuffs?
Go and die lah pls , what have ear piercing got to do with exams and characteristics?
Having tattoo don't makes you a gangster lah.
I am totally not happy about this and i nearly quarrelled with my mum with this matter.

Whatever lah, another matter is that my parents don't let me to go tomorrow's
"Cluster Games" held at St. Hilda's Sec school cause i am sick. D:
And tomorrow is my one and only chance to revenge.
Why revenge?
Because last year our school held the event and the students were rather rough and they ran with the ball but the judge didn't blow the whistle , when we did the same they blew the whistle !
That really really makes me very angry and i've waited for one year and tomorrow is my one and only chance to revenge for East View.
Amirah said that i am the best player , i don't agree with that.
If i don't go there is still you and Nora, she is the goalkeeper and you are the attacker.
And keep up the good work and keep the spirit there !
ALL THE BEST !

Last day of school!

Today is the last day of school, but i am sick.
I'm down with heavy flu , minor sore throat & slight fever D;
Just felt so sick lah . Sian , going to start June Holidays then i sick le.
And yah , today is last lesson for Miss Goh, i never go to school D;
Chey, i thought she leaving the school , she didn't :D
haha ! siao uh. -.-

Today morning went to consult the doctor, something funny happen.
Doctor:" Come, let me take your temperature."
I turned my head to my right. When he saw my tragus piercing,..
Doctor:" Woah, like that how to take?.. Eh, take right side.."
Me: " LOLs, it won't be painful, just take my temperature?"
In the end, took one temperature reading only. rofls. (:

Haiss , must eat 3 different tablets and it's killing me ! D:
To: Najeera and Weilun,
I will get well soon derhs , thanks for concern :')

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To: Hubby <3
haha, its not i never takecare of myself.
It's i am weak , just under the sun for a few hrs then sick le.
I will eat medicine and takecare of myself derhs. No worries (♥)
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Tomorrow there will be Parents Teacher Conference (PTC),
don't know whether i will be going or not.
But , it might be fun (!), kay , i slept too much in the morning & afternoon,
now too energetic le O.O
haha, kkays.

Goodnights.

Today went to Changi beach for beach cleaning :D
It's like so fun to be perspiring under the hot sun, like as if -.-
But the activity was quite okay, I team up with JingTing
and we pick up the litters along the way.
In the end , our black trash bag was like more than half full (:
We went past a crocs shoe, then I asked Ms Chen if it is a litter,
Ms Chen: "No, it might belong so someone."
JingTing : " Aiyah , only got one side, must be people don't want one lah."
And so i threw i in the bag toos. :x

After walking towards the right , we turn back to the starting point.
Waited for our bus back to East View. Bus came , step in , reach school.
Went to Nisaa's house to play cards then after that accompany Jolene go buy her present for a teacher leaving the school soon.
Went for dinner then reach home , now just bath-ed and came out.

ANDANDAND , tomorrow is the last day of school,
HOLIDAYS HERE I COME ! :D

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2 pictures taken during the Beach Cleaning :D ;

(PS. I look ugly in both of the pics -.-)

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Today went out with 6CF :D
Haha, its like so god damn tired now, cause i woke up in morning at 7am.
Called the pigs , nobody pick up the call.. O.O
Called more than 5 times and less than 10 times ,
then finally Weilun pick up the phone.
Its like --phews !-- for me.
Then he like talk until blur blur in the morning so cute (:

We waited for the guys for like 2 hours (!)
Cause Andy & Darryl stayed overnight at Weilun's house,
then never bring clothes & medicine.
Met them then took MRT to Bugis.
Went there. Shop havent open yet (P.S Too early. ;x)
They went playing LAN , i didn't CAUSE I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY MONEY.
Then for Jolene's case: " Stop shitting me :X "

After finish lan-ing , we go bugis street to find the shirt Weilun wants.
Jolene & me also want to buy shirt.
Look around for quite some time , can't find the ones we wanted.
Felt hungry & so go eat Old Chang Kee ;D

After that , its like 3pm++ already, so we went to the MRT platform.
So i suggested to take a group photo :]
Later went seperated ways , 3 guys alighted at Eunos,
Jolene and me went Tampines mall.

The photos are below :

6CF HUAT ARH !

Andandand Darryl, lost your phone & wallet hor, cheer up :]
Thats all , tomorrow still have schooling :D
Goodnights :D

Name 20 people.At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it.
Do not read the question first, name the people first.

1. Angela
2. Nora
3. Anthea
4. Nisaa
5. Jolene
6. Jasnyn
7. JingTing
8. Weiting
9. Irene
10. Darryl
11. Andy
12. Weilun
13. Aloysius
14. Fino
15. Weiling
16. Albert
17. Natalie
18. Sandy
19. Jiawei
20. Zhiqing

How do you met 14?
Through friendster :]

Wad will u do if u never met 1?
There's no one who will care for me like her. so , DIE?

Will 6 and 17 date?
No. they both are girls..?

Describe 3?
Intelligent.

Is 8 attractive?
okok ;D

Describe 7?
Friendly & loud(?)

Do u noe any of 12 family members?
No.

Wad language does 15 speaks?
English.

Who is 9 going out with?
Weiting.

How old is 16?
15 years old.

When was the last time u spoke to 13?
Yesterday.

Who is no.2 fav singer/band?
Not really sure.

Have u ever dated 4?
no? she is my meimei.

Would u ever date 1?
she is my hubby. <3

Is 19 single?
Yes

What's 10 last name?
Lim. ;x

Would u ever be in relationship with 11?
no, definitely, he's attached :]

Wad is the school of 3?
EastView Secondary

Where does 6 lives?
Somewhere opposite of century square and near Weiling's.

Wad's ur favourite thing about 5?
she's trustworthy, funny and crazy.

Have u ever seen 2 naked?
No , never never want to.

I realised that no one really care about what i am thinking.
What ever i do they also think that i am putting myself in danger.
I am 14 years old already , I just want to stay over night for one day at a chalet.
And most of all , I said "IF" there's a chalet for my CCA during June holidays.
They just say no , did ever thought of our feelings?
I studied so hard , and now all i ask for is i want to stay overnight for 1 day.
ONE PATHETIC DAY !
You know how i feel now?.. i just feel that nobody will feel the way i am feeling now.
FCUK everything lah eh..

BRIDGE PIERCING IS NICE ! <3>

Happy 5th anniversary , Hubby (:

Each month got more boring & boring also.
Everytime meet also go shopping & watch movie , can we go do other things other than that?

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Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know
I really really do

[CHORUS]
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

[VERSE 2]
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

[CHORUS]
The day you went away
The day you went away

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE]
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away x3

Today is a day off for china maids , right Jasnyn? xD

Today got back literature paper , didn't expect to pass! [:
Got 57/100 , i am quite satisfied cause i always don't pass them.
Got 10/10 for the Antigone and Ismene's characteristics contrast question , haha.
Lowest in the whole level is actually 5/100 , OMG.
Anthea scored the highest in the whole sec 2 level , 79/100 (clapsclaps) :D
Was like planning where to go now and who to go with (:
Going to be quite busy for holidays , outings , study harder for maths ,
revising for other subjects & exercising and losing weight !
Looking very forward to 20th , the outing with 6CF [: hahah!

Thats all , takecares & thanks for reading <3> ;

Juexin 红

Actually i didn't want to give up this friendship
but that day i heard from someone you were sick.
And so i was being kind for sms-ing you to get well soon,
waited for quite awhile thinking that you are not going to reply ,
that someone said that you are too angry to reply me.
Cause that time you sms a lot of times but i didn't reply you, so you did that to me too.
So at that time , i am really angry at you ,
i have already forget everything already,
why are you doing that leh ,
thats why i wanted to give up this friendship/sistership.
You can read back the 9 May's post ,
i told you already i not going to give up the friendship so easily ,
but you just seems to don't seems to get me
but.. no matter what i said is no longer any use already.
You already got my out of your life , but i didn't really.

Today got back 4 papers;
1) Maths paper 1 (25/40)+ paper 2 = 55/100
2)English paper 1 , letter (22/30) , compo (21/30) + paper 2 = 63/100
3) Chinese paper 1 (31/70) , 2 (83/100) & 3 (27/30) = 71/100
4)Geography paper sec A (13/20) , B (9/20) & C (35/60) = 57/100

You know that chinese compo i actually got 0 for content ? (!)
Grrr , but this time i got improve my English, i got 63/100 for overall :D
Tomorrow gonna get literature paper , so not excited -.- Cause might fail D:
My post is getting more boring and more boring without pictures, kind of busy this few days :x

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This time i made this decision i hope i didn't hurt you or what.
I did not , not want to be your friend because of
that stupid misunderstanding as you said.
I finally learn what you taught me , put myself in front of others , now is you.
I finally put myself in front of you as you mentioned in the Friendship's day letter.
I didn't want myself to get hurt again , and so i decided to give this friendship up.
This few days not being your friend , i am not so used to it.
Kind of feel so lost , something seems to be lost in my heart ,
but i don't know is what.
Just hope you could understand.
This time i did this for myself , for the very first time.

151 days have past , tomorrow's our 5th month anniversary.
How are you , now? D:

Just now went to the POSB bank to withdraw S$500(!) D:
This sum of money is a contribution for going to fix speed-units aircons at home?
haha , like urghhh. grrr , 500 ehs !
Don't care luh, study well and get more money $.$ LOL!
Today got back results for some subjects;

English paper 2 - 45/80
Maths paper 2 - 28/60 D:
Science overall - 64/100
Music - 55/100

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When did i never spare a thought for you?
You're the one who always never spare a thought for me.
When did i ever ill treat you this sister?
I ask you to eat & cover blanket, you did.
And you kept saying that Anthea & others ask me to eat, i did, but you asked me to i didn't.
I can now at here tell you that , not people ask me to eat then i eat, is when i feel like then i eat.
So don't always think that i am trying to make you sad by not listening to you when you ask me to eat.
and how you know i have never thought of how you feel in all the ways?
I've always put you in front of almost everything , okay.
You know what's the feeling of sadness meh, then have you ever thought of me when you say i never thought of you?
Even now , we are no longer friends , i don't ever want to be your enemy but i just rather be normal strangers with you , get it?..

What lah hor , huh , i don't owe you anything , okay.
I don't owe you now , in the future , our next life.
Since you want the ending to be like this , so be it !
i will fcuking hell get out of your life, now and i don't know until when.
Maybe you would think that
" ah lah , you are the dumb one, who wants to do so much
i also can't do anything to stop you mah.."
Kay fine , i admit in the past i used to treat you good and forgive & forget easily.
You think what, giving into you is always my job to do?
Good friends will tend to get tired one eh..
But it doesn't mean you can take it for granted and
把它当做理所当然的。
I treat you this sister not good enough is it?..
You go out and a find a one better than me one lor.
And this time there's no way i am going to turn back already, in the past there used to be something always going to pull me back, but this time , nothing is going to pull me back now.
Now , i am so gonna get out of your life , and PLS , get me out of yours too..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D

Haha, all along i am happy of being your daughter :]
You've always given me what i need & wanted from young till now.
I feel very honoured to be one your daughters.
你就好像一个避风港，
无时无刻的保护着我们。<3
And i wish a very Happy Mother's day to every mother on this world. :D

HAPPY 1st MONTH , SIAOGINA ! <3

Today watched "Made of Honour" :D
My sister and I wanted to watch that movie months ago.
Morning, woke up at 11+pm, get changed then went to Century to buy New Future Shorts.
Bought black, then went basement 1 to eat Sakae Sushi :D

Ordered lots of different sushi , yumyum.
Then i want desserts , i actually want to eat D' Rejoice Raspberry Sorbert flavor one.
But , in the end i had the D'Flame Strawberry Flavour.
But it is still nice uh , S$5.99 for one.. :P

Eaten already then walkwalk around then jiu go to the Century Cineplex.
Bought hotdog bread & 2 cups of drink :D

When we stepped up and went to last row cause we bought tickets for that row.

Then there'll be a couple sitting beside us, then my jie told me she give JIAOBIN.
Like ''Why they sit here sia?", then in between the show i ask my sister a question,
then that FCUKING aunty go SHUSH me eh , fcuking asshole lah , 782537 -.-
If that time i not happy or moody i jitao slap her already.
Tear-ed for the ending , quite touching :D
After movies went to eat pizaa-hut , haha.

After pizaa hut i swear i am super duper FULL!
Luckily never vomit lah , so full lor :D
i think going to gain weight like siao uh D:
My jie put a lot of cheese(!)

BEFORE

AFTER

There are some pics below for today:

That's all and i am going to bed now..

I realise no matter how well i treat that person , i just don't get back i what i gave.
Now i don't expect much to come back to me already , my feelings now is damn confused..

Our Endless Friendship :D

Yesterday - 080508

Had maths paper 2 and out of 9 questions i only know how to do 1 question DDDDDDD:
I cried after the bell rang ehs , everytime once i started its hard to stop lah. D:
I cried because i will think back what my dad told me, he asked me to study hard w those kind of eyes that tell you , TRY your best and go for it.
Then i think alr , i feel that i disappointed not only my dad but also my mum and my tutor.
As i said before i hate to disappoint people, but in the end i did. sighs.

Did art with Jolene , Jonathan , Weilun , Darryl and Andy :D
We had lots of fun together lah , haha.

Today - 090508

Had art exams today, was so relaxing.
Cause today is last paper ! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
and Jolene wants me to blog about her and say she rocks ;x . Jolene rocks lah (:
Going to meetup with hubby and going out w 6CF on the 20th for 2nd month :D
AND AND AND tomorrow is me and siaogina's first month :D

This is for you, although we had lots of arguements from last year until now.
I hope each and every of them let us learn a lesson and make our friendship/sistership stronger.
I've always give in to you,always thinking that our friendship is
老天爷给我的考验。
That's why i don't rly want to give up this friendship/sistership so easily.
Hope you can understand , Happy 1st month , siaogina <3

Today after school went home and bath then me and Jolene went to 306 there to do art. :D
Don't know i suffer from what illness today once in the 6 years , i crazy with Jolene -.-
haiyah , don't know lah , i am so confused now.

We saw one children bicycle and Jolene like it very much and was playing with it just now ;x

I JUST WANT TO GET GOOD GRADES FOR MY MYE.

And please give me a break..

I am loss for words , i only know that because of this friendship

i cried for so many times that i cannot even count with my fingers.
Maybe to some of you , friends are like just someone who can accompany you when you are bored. But to me , they are not just somebody just to accompany and talk to me on the phone,

They are the ones i love and i care to even put them in front of me for everything.

Maybe you and i have different views of friendship but i can tell you,
i did everything from last year until now , all for your sake.
My darkest moment of my life was last year's year end , i cried and cried and cried.

FOR WHAT? for this friendship.. am i foolish or what?
Kay , i am going to stop this post here and i am loss for words now to describe how i feel now.

Zhiqing : I am partialy angry with you. You must put yourself in my shoes what.
If you were me how would you feel?.. I never talk to you i want to go and think
what should i do for this friendship now.
I just need a break from this being a good-friend of yours,
好人也是会累得。
Hope you can leave me alone for now.
All i need is time.

There are some photo taken for today, :D

I never want to be abandoned nor being so.

Yesterday i go study science and do art with Nora and Jolene :D

I swear studying with them is so FUN.

Nora want me to keep repeating the tune in my phone, that thai msg.

It goes like this :"*Tingdongtingdong* Ladies & Gentlemen,Welcome to Bangkok ,Thailand.

If you like ah gua please turn left , if you like guys please turn right,
if you want zharbo please go straight ,

if you all don't want please take a plane back to Singapore
Thank you. *Tingdongtingdong*"

Then we were listening to that tune for like 10 mins or so o.o

The wind was very strong yesterday, woah.

Then i made this small kite with the branches and white paper.

We bought KFC before going to Nora's house void deck.

We studied half way don't know why suddenly they pop one question ask me who i like..
Then the most overboard thing is that Nora even went home to get last year's year book !
They guess until i headache lah !

There's a construction site near Nora's house then i picked up this board..

and took this photo -.-
Photographer : Jolene goh o.o

What is the point having this friendship?..

Although you joke with me but i am so dumb to believe your every word.

What's the point of saying sorry, just don't bother lah.

With me or without me is no longer a difference in your life.

Maybe mine too?

I used to think that you're the only friend i want to be with, now i realised i am so so wrong.

I realise even without you , i still can sleep , walk , study , laugh and eat .. etc.
You want me this friend or not is up to you, you don't want then so be it.

Today taken literature paper, as i expected.

I only know how to answer the Antigone & Ismene's characteristic contrast question.

Just came back from exams , yeah !

Left with 3 more papers , we can be free already then can go meet up with HUBBY! ♥

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♥ I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER ♥
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7 May - Science paper

8 May - Maths paper 2

9 May - ART (!)

Later maybe going to meet Nora & Jolene for Science revision.

Tonight still have tuition for maths cause Zhiqing going to attend her cousin's wedding.

It must be fun to 见证着种场合 :D

i play maple until 12 ++pm then later ask Nora whether she wants to go revision.

So yeah, I'll post tonight, haha (:

All the best for those who are taking the Home econ's exams (!)

Espeacially NORA!

haha . I was studying literature just now.

Then i remembered teacher let us watched a video at Youtube which is linked to our topic..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKM4t8EzKoc
LOL , its like so funny xD

but i made a effort to find that video and watched it again, although it looked kind of kuku :x

Kaykay, i am going to sleep and prepare to fail literature (:

Cause i haven't study for the Characteristics of Antigone & Ismene. SIANS !

Yesterday went to block 384 and studied geog with Nora , Jolene and Anthea.
lol , laughed , did notes and sang songs there.

Didn't really study , just went there to complete the checklist and notes.

Nora :D

Left : Anthea Right: Jolene

After studying , we went to tampines mart and bought some can drinks.

Which only cost us about 60/70 cents one can. O.O
Can never find this kind of price other than there.

( Maybe have , but dont know only?)

Went to Grandmother's house there, but family going to bring sister to tuition.

so i didn't eat at my Grandmother's house, but instead tabao food go home eat.

Not sure if you people know this channel 8 show, " Buzzing Cashier"?

I went to the shop they made over and the food is niceeeeeeeeeee!

After having dinner went to bath, call nisaa-mei and started revising via phone :D
We like talk on the phone + sms each other until 3.30am in the morning.

She say goodnight then i go and sleep one, or else sure stay awake until morning.

She wants me to blog about her :X

She sleep at 3.30 am and woke up at 6.06am.

Made me waited for her in the morning (!)

Then fell asleep , woke up at 5am , pack everything call her then never pick up.

Sure know she can't wake up one , so tell her i go there study first.

5.45am went out of house then reached the void deck at 6am.
Later , nisaa-mei came and we went into the school together (:

After that eric join us at the table , then came Anthea then came Najeera and Jasnyn.

LOL , like geography is more important than any subject like that.

Today although in the morning still can't get any notes into my head,

but when doing the exams paper i am able to answer them.

POINT + EXPLANATION !

after the paper jitao very happy , got confidence can make to 76 or above lah (!)

English paper totally feel quite blur , cause last night very late sleep then no energy to focus.

Everybody say the paper is easier than the previous one ,

which i totally think is the other way round.

Kay , i am going to bath soon and study on literature and do some art sketches too.

If can i want to finish the preparation for art by tomorrow or the day after tomorrow (: